hilang dan hanyut.

pernah baca buku cerita "A Series of Unfortunate Events"? atau tengok wayang/tv cerita tu? kisah adik-beradik yang '..followed by misfortune wherever they go, but occasionally something good happens..'. that's their story. 

this is my story.

today, i stumbled upon rude people - yang tak hormat orang, yang berdendam tidak berasas, yang menjengkelkan hati dan yang mulut lepas . four unfortunate events, in two hours time. but the most unfortunate event of all, i lost my self-composure. i reacted immaturely, increased my voice, kind-of tersentap walaupun dapat menjawab perlian sinis orang dan i really lost my patience. 

i forgot the fact that some people really love to ruffle your feathers. it's just them. so now it's REALLY up to us (urmmmm.. ME, obviously) to be calm, mature and compose in facing such situations. terlupa sangat-sangat.

ada rasa kesal tetapi nasi sudah menjadi bubur. eh, tapi bubur sedap makan?

i have yet to seek and foresee the hikmah He wants me to find, understand and digest. ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu yang lemah ini. sesungguhnya hamba menzalimi diri sendiri lebih daripada dizalimi orang lain.